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A monument for my son , I hate Cancer..Life is not the same.

A monument for my son , I hate Cancer..Life is not the same.

  • By: Star9905
  • Amount: $3,000
  • Views: 757
  • Wish Points: 1059.12

My son is in the arms of an angel, very missed!! At the age of 6. Born July 17 1999 - Angel day,July 21 2005. He is my middle child. I am in need of a monument for his plot. I have not been able to afford to buy one. . My fiancee works his butt off just to make ends meet, we have two other children whom we work to buy meals and such for.
WE are struggling day after day, very hard on us. I don't know if my grief will get any easier, as my little boy was my pride and joy, my best friend. He was always at my side, now i am lost. Struggling. I appreciate if we can get any help at all. I have tried raising donations, but my luck was not that great. My brother collected things for a yard sale, but that did not go over too well. My mom called the local news, etc and the answer we got for help was, they could only help us IF my son was still here and sick. SAD, breaks me to pieces.
My son was diagnosed with Leukemia, then in remission early. He then had a fever and admitted, the doc said possible pnemonia, the fever went away and doc said he could finally go home. Well that night at the hospital, my son hemmoraged in front of me, wide awake, so of course i live with such visions watching him, was devastating and still is.. Turned out, he had no pnemonia, he had a bug/infection in his left lung and that if they caught it early, my son would have been on meds and cured.. I am so angry, i live with their mistake...
I appreciate any help, even small amounts. If i win my wish and it makes it easier, my wish amount can be sent to my sons resting place, as i have an account set up for donations through them. Information is posted on my sons memory site. Link to his site is in my profile section. I just do not know what to do anymore..Between the monument and getting by day by day financially, and most importantly missing my son, it is very tough.

When i go to my sons resting place he is the only one without a monument, it breaks me to pieces. I just don't know what to do anymore... I appreciate all the help. I have paypal as well, is cherrei7@hotmail.com. Thank you, lots of hugs! I will take pictures when i get his monument and post them as well, thank you for your support on votes!