I have not seen my baby sisters for 3 mon. & the rest of my family for over a year 1/2 ....almost 2. MY WHOLE family is not congrat. us about the baby because Robert & I aren't married & they will not do so until we are.
~I normally have a HUGE Norwegian Christmas (though this year x-Mas won't be celebrated where I am):
A platter of krumkake stacked high, "lincoln log cookies" by the patter full, Kransekake staked high with the flag of Norway standing up majesticly.
1) we would have Roast beast, HOMEMADE warm sourkraught, mashed potatos with butter & gravy, & more!
2) we would all eat from a HUGE pot of homemade rice pudding with warmed jam on the side with ONE whole almond in it & whoever gets it gets married that year.
3) we select a "santa Claus" & we each get a present & we ALL wait til each has 1 in their hands. I have a HUGE family so it takes awhile) & THEN we open...1 at a time.
-Afterwards it is time 2 joing hands 2 dance & sing.
~I want my family 2 meet Robert. I met him online & he sent for me after 6 mon. so I wouldn't be homeless again. & now we have a baby coming & My family is disappointed in me/us. I just got off the phone with my grandma Lee that raised me & I cried for about 20 min. because of what she had said about the way her/our family feels about Robert, the baby, & I. My grandpa Bill told me 2 abort the baby! The baby is his 1st greatgrandbaby 4m his FIRST grandchild, me. I will NEVER *ing kill my baby 2 make my FAMILY feel BETTER about me/Robert. They can either deal with it & be normal decent human beings or they can stay away, & FAMILY is huge 2 me but I will NOT let them abuse my baby the way they did 2 me my whole life. Even through all of this I still miss/ love them. Family deserves your unconditional love I'm the first gen. 2 be born in America & the baby is the 2nd.
*Robert sent me a ticket 4m Seattle-Florida, my family says "I had made my choice & my choice wasn't them" -My little 8 yo & 11 yo sister just moved 2 Palmer, Alaska with our parents. After they had been there a mon. my grandma Kaeren gave me their #.
~I called & my lil angel Juju answered. OMG did I cry at the sound of my baby's voice.
The rest is posted @ [ link ] (more)
